Thanksgiving Eve One Year Later: Lizzy

Lizzy reflects on a year full of growing, learning and God's healing.

It has been almost a year and a half since my boating accident that almost caused me to lose my foot. It has been a long year since this video was shot, but it also has been a year full of growing, learning and God's healing.

I am now able to fully walk and run. I am currently playing basketball at school and club soccer. I still have limitations and my leg is not as strong, but it just feels amazing to be playing at all. God is truly good!

God has taught me so many things this past year and a half. He has taught me to trust him in all circumstances. I am now running and playing sports, but it has been a long road to get here. Through this, God has graciously and constantly been reminding me that I need to trust him and his plans.

There, of course, have been setbacks. I still struggle a lot with not being able to do things as well as I did, and this has made me question if God is really in control. But God never fails to show me that he is faithful. I can look back and see where I was and realize all that God has brought me through.

God also has been reminding me to praise him for everything and in all circumstances! There have been so many amazing victories that have happened over the past year.  Sometimes I forget that these victories are not because of me. A lot of times I fail to give God the credit and to praise him for his wondrous works. He never fails to remind me to humble myself.

Through the hardships and the joys that have come throughout this recovery process, God has shown me that he is faithful, trustworthy and my healer. Only he deserves my praise!

 

Thanksgiving Eve One Year Later: Laura

"God is good, all the time," declares Laura as she looks back a year later. "It was just as true on July 30, 2013, the day of Lizzy's accident, as it is right now." Here is a mother's heart as she sees God's goodness in her daughter Lizzy's life.

The obvious evidence of God's hand and his presence with Lizzy has continued to amaze our family this past year. No one ever chooses pain and suffering, but holding fast to the truth that God is a good God allows me to continue trusting him for her future and to face the day-to-day mountains and valleys that come with the road of recovery.

Last Thanksgiving, Lizzy was in a boot and not allowed to point her foot down and only put very little weight on her injured foot. The doctors were hoping the tendons would continue to heal and build up good scar tissue. Lizzy eventually graduated to a more more flexible brace and continued intense physical therapy focused on strengthening the muscles in her lower leg and foot. The road has seemed long at times, and for an athlete like Lizzy, very tedious.

But God keeps showing us his presence in our lives and his power to heal!

In June, Scott and I watched her play summer league high school basketball, and in September, she scored three goals in one game at a soccer tournament. In and of themselves, these accomplishments really aren't that important, but it's what they represent to our family: God's continued miraculous healing!

Over the last year, I have learned that prayer is powerful. God heard our prayers and the prayers of so many others and chose to heal Lizzy. We continue to be sobered by the many, many people who interceded for us on her behalf. To be a part of the body of Christ is both amazing and humbling. I am so grateful that I have not had to walk this trial alone.

Thanksgiving Eve One Year Later: Heather

A year later, Heather reminds us that while cancer is still ugly, it cannot derail the hope she has in Christ. 

This past year has brought with it the wonderful news and awful news of my mom's cancer being removed and then returning. Cancer is ugly as my family has discovered on this journey that none of us would have chosen. The pain is real and raw, both the emotional and the physical. 

Spiritually, pain challenges our hope. It would be easy to let this kind of pain derail the hope we have in Christ. But the fact remains that he has not changed. He is still the loving God who hears us. He is still right by our side, comforting, protecting and guiding. And, graciously, he is the one who is preparing for us "an eternal weight of glory," not worth comparing with this earthly affliction. 

"So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.... as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal."
2 Corinthians 4:16, 18

Thanksgiving Eve One Year Later: Megan

Take another look at the Thanksgiving Eve video and read what Megan has discovered this year about pressure points and Jesus as her sole security.

The main theme of my testimony of thankfulness last year was that loving God and trusting his sovereignty are possible and for our good, even in the midst of uncertainty about the future. In my story, the particular pressure points of uncertainty were job searching and deciding whether to live in Wheaton or relocate after finishing grad school. Although, by God's grace, I have continued to grow in love and knowledge of God this past year, it is still difficult for me to trust him when I cannot pinpoint the next step ahead of me, whether it's a job move, a new relationship or even where to invest my time in ministry in the local church. Even though it indeed is possible and for my good to trust God, it requires me daily, even hourly, to redirect my thoughts and affections to God's love for me when I am feeling anxious about something.

In the midst of changing circumstances, my aim is to trust in Jesus as my sole security. When I feel fearful or anxious about the future, I use those times to ask myself what idols or untruths about the Lord I am clinging to instead of believing that God will take care of all my needs. I have also been learning more about the pattern in the Christian life of praying in hope and then waiting in patience for God to act for us, trusting in His promise in Isaiah that "they who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount with wings as eagles, they shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and not faint.” What an awesome promise! May God help us so that our hearts would fully trust in His character as revealed in His Word. 

Thanksgiving Eve One Year Later: Sean

Sean, Laura and Lizzy, Megan, Michael and Heather--their stories last Thanksgiving Eve moved us to tears and moved us to worship our good and gracious Father. OneWord Journal followed up with these grace-filled people to find out what God has been doing in their lives one year later.

First, Sean.

"Sometimes a light surprises the Christian while he prays; it is the Lord who rises with healing in his wings.

I used to think that years and years of maturity as a strong believer resulted in great, perpetual clarity of understanding, not only with one's theology, but also with life itself. Now I see that this side of eternity often remains painfully mysterious even to a strong believer. When I read those lyrics (above) from a great hymn, I recognize the word "sometimes."

Rather than having arrived at some kind of utter clarity at this stage of maturity as a believer, I'm learning instead simply to appreciate the "sometimes." The glimpses of joy in all of life that sneak up unexpectedly . . . the simple goodness found in the "daily"ness of life or worshiping at church with family and friends.

This leads to another quote from 1 Corinthians 13:12, "Now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face." I appreciate the honesty of this verse--acknowledging that even in close fellowship with the Lord as believers, our view of eternity is often dim in our journey. But in this verse is a subtle twist that gives me great joy. Though we now see dimly, we at least see something.

Through Scripture, I have the joyful clarity of the gospel.

All Is Safely Gathered In . . .

I am a gardener, not a farmer, but I get that you have to wait for the harvest. It's a time of gathering after the season has ended.

In gospel work, we might not even be around for the harvest. That was true for the 2014 World Impact team to Italy, who served with College Church missionaries Marc and Ruth Brucato and national ministry and church leaders at English camps in Bologna, Italy.

Ester, a colleague of Marc and Ruth in Italy, sent this email about Rania, a young woman who lives in a foster care community for teenagers. Rania's journey of faith started in May before the team even arrived. Another girl in the foster care community had died from cancer, and Rania was angry and full of doubts about God. When she came to English camp last summer and heard the testimonies of faith from the World Impact team, Rania was deeply touched.

The school year began and Rania showed up for Sunday church services as well as prayer meeting on Tuesday nights. Ester knew God was working in her heart, but still hadn't heard from her.

Rania is on the left with Rachel, one of the World Impact team members.

Rania is on the left with Rachel, one of the World Impact team members.

Then Rania came to Ester's house for dinner. "We had an amazing conversation," emailed Ester. "When I asked her what was going on, she said that everything had changed after the English camp.

"She told me: 'At one point I just believed that all this was true and at the very moment I believed, I sensed it. Life was different, everything was different.' Rania went on about how Jesus is making sense of all her troubles in life, how he is teaching her to forgive those who hurt her, how she has found true friends and a family among us, how she wants to stop going out with all these guys and wait for the right one. I had a hard time finding words to comment because I was in absolute awe of the work that the Holy Spirit is doing in this girl!"

Ester ended her email with these amazing words, "I want to thank you for being part of this great work last summer. Our work for the gospel is never in vain, even when we don't hear such stories, but hearing them gives all our sweating, fatigue and anxieties a totally different taste. Let's glorify God for inviting us into this amazing redeeming work."

 

 

 

 

Collateral Damage

The fragile ceasefire between Ukraine and Russian was shaken by the so-called election of pro-Russian separatists to power in Luhansk and Donetsk in eastern Ukraine. The ceasefire took another blow when 30 trucks and 32 tanks crossed into eastern Ukraine from Russia on Friday, November 7.

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The greatest fallout from this conflict is the thousands of refugees who have fled eastern Ukraine for safety and shelter in western Ukraine. For Christians in western Ukraine, however, these men, women and children are a harvest to be safely gathered in for the gospel.

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In October, Jill Nelson, a reporter with WORLD magazine, traveled with our longtime partner Mission Eurasia (formerly Russian Ministries) and College Church missionary Mark Papierski in Ukraine. She saw firsthand the crisis and the response of the church in western Ukraine through the nationally-led "I Care" Refugee  Assistance Program in Ukraine. Read Jill's report, "Cold Realities."

The Thanksgiving Eve offering will help the "I Care" Refugee Assistance Program in Ukraine as well as helping lepers in Nepal previously unreached by the gospel and refugee children right here in Wheaton.

Big C, little c: An Interview with Dr. Niel Nielson

OneWord Journal talks one-on-one with Dr. Niel Nielson

Niel Nielson

OneWord: Niel, thanks, for letting us follow up with some questions we had after you spoke at College Church last month. First, would you comment on your big “C”/little “c” callings in light of Christ saying the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few? (See Luke 10:2.)

Niel: A Christian’s big C calling is, of course, all about being a faithful gospel-driven worker in God’s harvest, in response to his saving grace toward us. Right now, I’m grateful that God’s little “c” callings are taking me where there are huge openings for me—as the person that I am—to be a gospel-harvest worker in places like Indonesia, the largest Muslim-population country in the world as well as in education, health care, business and media enterprises. These are places where there are opportunities to bear witness, in both subtle and overt ways, to the glory and goodness of God in Jesus Christ. These little ‘c” callings have brought me new friendships with people from different backgrounds and perspectives, many of whom have never had a meaningful relationship with a Christian.

OneWord:  But aren’t missionaries and pastors “called” to a specific field or ministry? Would you explain a bit more of how you define the big “C” and little “c” callings, and what difference does that make in my life?

Niel: Yes, of course, pastors and missionaries are called—but so is every Christian called to follow Christ in the particular pathways of his or her gifts and passions and opportunities. Part of our problem is that we often think of calling only in terms of ministry or missions rather than how God purposefully deals with every believer in light of the big “C” calling of the gospel.

One of the first questions I ask a person in a job interview is, “What is your calling?” in the little “c” sense. I want to know how that person understands him or herself as created by  God in specific ways, placed into specific circumstances, given certain experiences and invited to see all aspects of life as specific ways to respond worshipfully to God’s big “C” gospel calling.

OneWord: To be honest, we at OneWord Journal are pretty comfortable with the subtle ways of gospel witness, but you emphasized proclamation—actually speaking the gospel. How can I actually tell someone about God’s big “C” gospel calling if my work environment is openly hostile to that?

Niel: Welcome to gospel witness! One of the great encouragements for me right now is the opportunity to walk alongside brothers and sisters in Christ who are doing just that—proclaiming Christ in hostile environments at work but even more intensely in their communities. Of course, we are instructed in Scripture to be as sly as foxes—reading contexts and situations wisely, asking probing questions, sharing our personal stories warmly and showing genuine love and kindness and hospitality toward those with whom we work and near whom we live.

OneWord: From what we’ve observed, it can appear as if Christians are more afraid of the “marketplace” than they are of engaging it. Any words of encouragement you can give?

Niel: First, what is “the marketplace?” And what would it mean to engage “it?” It’s simply a word for the multiple contexts where people interact on many levels as they live out their lives. In that sense, we all are already, all the time in “the marketplace”—engaging other people at the grocery store or the fitness club or the office or our children’s school or across the back fence.

My encouragement would be to aim for gospel engagement with others by first, learning simple forms of gospel evangelism, and second, practicing under the mentoring oversight of someone more experienced. Ask for help from one of the pastors or someone you know who is a faithful, fruitful gospel witness.

OneWord: You have faced a lot of changes over the years: jobs, careers, relocating to name a few, how have you managed to keep God’s big “C” calling in your life? Has it ever been more difficult or challenging in one place than another?

Niel: Above all else, it’s important to believe—really believe—that the gospel truly is the most important, foundational, motivating thing in your life. Without that, it will always be a struggle to connect work to witness. With it, you won’t be able to avoid it.

I’d say that it hasn’t primarily been a matter of more or less difficult or challenging, but rather a matter of becoming discerning about different contexts, and what path the big “C” gospel witness looks like in those contexts.

For example, in southeast Asia, there is very little secular thinking. Everyone is religious and religious faith is openly acknowledge and discussed. So gospel witness often happens quite normally in casual conversations as I tell people about my faith in Jesus Christ or pray with or for them, using phrases of my faith in Jesus.

It’s helpful to continually remind myself that all the particular events and episodes of my life are both pointers to and parts of the one big story of God’s redemption in and through Jesus Christ.

I recently preached in a service in Jakarta from the Book of Ruth—what a great example of how a particular story (a worthy, faithful man who shows kindness to a needy woman, and according to Jewish law, “redeems” her) points to the big story of God showing kindness to and redeeming sinners. But this story not only points to God’s big story it is also part of the big story. Boaz and Ruth marry and have children, and lo and behold, their great-grandson is David, and we know where the story goes from there!

My final words of encouragement are to seek relentlessly to understand how every event or situation or job points to and is part of God’s big story, and then to live out the particulars intentionally as part of God’s big story, God’s big “C” calling.

OneWord: Thanks, Niel, for your passionate commitment to God’s little “c” callings and his big “C” calling. And, if you missed Niel in October, watch or listen to him.